I have to make two phone calls that I DO NOT want to make. I'm putting them off but I know I need to just do them.

If you read anything about the guy and the girl breaking up from above^^ Yeah, now he's commenting / liking / stalking EVERY picture of her with another guy in it. He thinks she's cheating or somthing. Such fucking bullshit! I know she really isn't. She has like 3 guy friends, and he won't let her talk to / hang out with / do ANYTHING with any of them! That's not fucking healthy!

Yeah if he's that controlling he may also get physically violent with her.

The good news is that he goes to college 4 hours away from us. He's being a complete ass. I'm learning now that their fight was sparked not even because he thought she was cheating, but because she changed her facebook password and he could no longer see everything she did. Fuck that!

I bought some new bed sheets and they arrived today. They're HORRIBLE. They're picked, loose threads in multiple places, and a brown mark on one of the pillowcases. They're getting returned ASAP. Ugh.

I pissed off a lady who was already mad at me. I just don't want more shit from her.

I spend most of the day being lazy and patching sims 3 for the first time since i bought it, while i wait for that to get done i download awesome custom content and all the junk you need to do to get it in the game. . . . .finally patching is done and i go to launch the game and the whole screen turns black. . . . .Worst waste of day ever!

. . . . .and then my best friend has to go and believe every word a crackhead says and completely ignores me!I thought 17yr olds could be a little more mature, especially being a goody-two-shoes! Why the hell would I "tattle" on you, do i look like im in freaking 3rd grade!? Bah! idk whats worse, losing my friend, or losing sims 3? . . both.

I got stuck on the express lane for most of the day. There were lots of unhappy, angry customers and it killed my items per minute score. /:

I have food poisoning, I was vomiting every 10-15 minutes yesterday and eventually had to be hospitalized over night because I was so dehydrated. I still don't feel great, but I haven't vomited in like 15 hours so hopefully its passed.

Omg D: That's crazy..
When I got dehydrated from vomiting... my mom just gave me apple juice :P

SIMS 3 OFFICIALY JANKED UP ON MY COMPUTER. *getting help from sims 3 forum* I was looking foward to playing render girl :'(

I have a stupid, lingering cough and I still don't really have an appetite. Annoying, since I haven't really been "sick" for a week.

What about me says 'Tell me all your problems! I'd love to listen, for hours on end." I wish I could just disappear.

We're putting down my dog today who I've had since I was five. :[

We've been pushing the envelope with how long we would let her live, and last night she couldn't even stand up and she still can't stand up today. she tried to push herself up using a chair and everything but even with that she falls.

I'm gonna give her a self sim in pets today after we put her down or something.

Thats so sad :(

All my effort toward this last ACR trophy is gone. I have to start all over and get all books once more.

I'm so sorry about your dog, Justin. :l

See my post in Current Thoughts to see what made my day sad. R.I.P Lauren. ♥

It's one of my closer friends' birthday tomorrow and I was completely unaware of the party he's having until I just read a conversation between him and another friend on facebook about it. Of the 5 bithday parties my friends have had since school broke up, I was only invited to two of them, beause they all took off to the south coast for a week randomly and didn't invite me because, and I quote, "You don't have a car to get there in". It's weird because my friends who I don't really see as being my 'close' friends still keep in contact with me while the people who I thought were my better friends haven't said a word to me since about mid-November.

And now I find out that the cost of accommodation at uni is a lot more than I thought it would be, so now I'm going to have to take next year off and work like crazy to pay my way through my course, and then I thought about how lonely I'd be with everyone I know moved away, and THEN realised that it makes no difference because I don't see them these days anyway.
AND, both my parents are under the impression that I won't in fact be needing a car next year and that I should only use public transport because it's cheaper. If I'm going crazy right now not being able to drive, imagine how I'd be in a completely new city having to rely on trains and buses. Mum's also dead certain that 'Nobody at university drives! They can't afford cars!'. When I brought up the fact that every single one of my friends drives, she went on the usual 'WELL WHO'S FAULT IS THAT? YOU SHOULD HAVE SAVED YOUR MONEY!' despite the fact that a) when I actually did have enough money to buy a car myself I got told no because I'm 'not responsible enough to have a car of my own' and b) while every single one of my friends owns their own car, none of them paid a single cent for them. One of them got a brand new $17000 Mazda 2 for his 17th birthday which now has a whole heap of dents in it because he really doesn't treat it well at all.

So I'll be stuck at home for another year working some shitty job to save some money up to buy a car that I will definitely be using in 2013 to GO PLACES so I'm not stuck in a different city and have to go through another 5 years of education (which I'm actually looking forward to). The only real highlight of my life I can see coming up in the next few years is that third year graduates can do an international exchange studies program, and I'll definitely be living in New York for a while.

tl;dr Annoying, post-high school, no-car depression and the realisation that my entire world has been destroyed before my eyes and I just want to go back to the way things were this time last year.

THIS IS SO RELEVANT TO ME. LIKE SO. My friends always make plans and then don't invite me. They all go to each others houses and make these plans in front of me and then just don't invite me. And then if i ever invite one friend to do something, they wont want to cause it's only us 2. But if someone else asks them to hangout alone they jump on it like a 10 inch hard dick. Ugh. And there are certain people i dont like (AKA homophobic douchebags) that my friends all adore. And whenever it gets brought up why i dont like them, my friends will jump on me and say shit like "You have no reason to hate him!" or "You arent very justified", "You don't have to like him, but at leaast tolerate him". No. I have every reason to hate someone if they talk shit about me and hate on an entire demographic. Telling a proud gay guy not to hate a homophobe is like telling a colored person not to hate a racist. Am i right? I feel like im getting closer to my new friends and friends ive reunited with, and farther from my friends from last year. Sometimes i feel like they keep me around so i can be there 'gay friend' that they use at their own regard.
Rant over/